Am I really ready to dive into the real world? What do I have to fall back on if this doesn't work? I've spent more than half my life being a 'student' and now this... It's a bit overwhelming. Intense too - good and bad. I've always been comfortable knowing the expected matters that I have to overcome and to have no one hovering over me. This time, my survival depends on it, to make an honest living, to be financially and personally independent. Not to mention that I have someone to answer to now. Not really keen about the idea of having a 'boss' but that's what people with careers have to go through, right? Can you see? I'm such a kid.
Yes, I am actually 17. Stepping outside my comfort zone sucks.