Semester 5 is not interesting, at all. It's exhaustive, rushed and dull. Not something you wanna go through in your senior year, ey? I've been through a lot but mostly, I feel numb. I haven't been having a lot of feelings lately. It's scaring me. I wanna feel something and not be unnecessarily anxious all the time. I've lost myself throughout the journey. I can't go back and pick up the pieces. All I can do is move forward and build myself up. I guess it's the only thing I can do now. Now I know how Chuck Bass felt.