I've been really happy this past couple of days. Mainly I think it's because of the environment that I was in. I was doing what I love, being with people that I like and being far away from the reality of life that I've made. I guess you could say that it was an escape from the rut that I'm in. Being with the same people, staying at the same place, doing the same shit everyday; it really is getting under my skin. I love my friends. I really do. I love my family even more. But sometimes you can't help but feel like, 'is this it?'. I can't be stuck in this rut for long. I honestly can't. I swear I'll go insane. Don't believe me? Wanna bet?