It's all about being outside your comfort zone. Once you get too comfortable, that is when you actually slowly start losing your mind. It's insane really because you try to search all your life about what you want and trying to fit in, to be comfortable. It's actually the journey towards being comfortable is where you find yourself. You try to push the boundaries and self limitations. For me, that's the true meaning oh happiness. Pushing yourself. Don't be deceived by perfection. You create your own world, your true meaning of success. Try to obey it under another individual's perception of perfect, you might as well commit suicide now. I'm telling ya.