I have to do something. Something that I am actually not ready to commit. I have to be honest to myself. I don't know anything about it. I'm scared. There's so many things that'll be left behind once I go. But I have to keep a clear mind and leave all my worries behind when I fly because where I'm going, it'll be different from what I am nurtured to do. I'm giving myself to God. I need guidance. I need a teacher who can show me the right path towards the road that I'm taking. I can't go in blind or I'll be in ignorance of the one above. A total waste of every source. There's a light that's going to show me the right path. So, where is it?