Gag on me

There's a part of me that is sick of being in this educational rut. I am sick of having to attend classes and do-up my assignments. I've been saying this since back I was on my semester break, end of part 2. Lama dah kan dah ada perasaan tak mahu belajar? I'm grateful, I swear to God I am grateful for the good results I have been blessed with. It's just that, I want to do something else as well. I want to get out and see the world. I want to experience what the world has to offer while my peers rot in their seats and study. But I guess I have to carry on with this rut and carry out my end of the bargain and settling my responsibilities for my parents's sake. Mak, Ayah. I am doing this for you. A way of me saying thank you for everything.