It's the holidays right? I usually forget about the boys I like at campus. But how can I forget about 'him' when he's all around? Party sana, gig sini. Ugghhh. Hotak dia lah. Now how can I help not liking him? He's totally, super gorgeous and he looks like the kind of guy whom I can have fun with. He looks cool and based on an 'insider', he's really such a sweetheart. Doesn't hurt that he's a total rockstar but it does freaking hurt when he has a girlfriend sudah! Err, takde lah hurt sangat actually because I'm not in love with him. Yet. It's such a pity that I can't be friends with him first. He's blinded by love now. Like hell he'll look in my direction.