New semester, new year. Is there anything more that I should know that is new? Wish I could refresh everything and make everything brand new. I can't promise myself that I'll be a brand new me because honestly saying, I don't even know how. There is one thing that'll be new next semester. A feeling of awkwardness of Add's absence. She won't be there for my 20th birthday. Now that's just plain W-R-O-N-G. Add, you owe me BIG TIME for missing it. 2o next year. It's a big step to adulthood I guess. And I need my friends to get me through it. I want to make it up to them for my current dissappearance. I am going to try and spend whatever time I have to make myself useful as a friend. I don't want to end up like some people I know who don't know how to appreciate friends. Kau memilih sangat. Nak yang so-called 'hot/cool' aja. Merungut orang tak sayang kau.
Add, bring me back Kyle for me will ya? Big thanxx.