I guess I'm sick of it. Sick of people thinking that I can't survive on my own. Sick of people thinking that I can't do anything on my own. Sick of people thinking that I only have my parents's money to survive on. Sick of people judging me on how I live my life. Sick of people thinking thinking that I gain money easily. Sick of people thinking that I can't work to support my life. Sick of people thinking that I have everything easily handed to me. Sick of people thinking that I'm some kind of bimbo that doesn't know how to appreciate.
You don't know how it hurts hearing or knowing that they are thinking all this things. Prejudices. Yes. That's what they're called. People think how I act or dress in a certain way means I have to be judged in a certain way. It doesn't mean anything. Hell no it doesn't.
"Alaa. You senang. Mintak Ayah you je."
"You apa tawu. You rich. Tak payah susah-susah."
"You kan kaya. Mestilah pandai."
"Kau petik je jari. Mesti dapat punya."
"Kalau keluar dengan you, mesti pakai duit. I takde duitlah nak keluar dengan you."
"Elehh. Knowing you Anbreen, you mesti senang dapat benda punya."
"Yelah kan, orang macam you mana nak kawan dengan I."
"You ni, high standard sangat."
Pernah ke I ask you people to act in a certain way around me? Have I ever asked you people to spend any amount of money whenever you're around me? Have I ever judged you based on what you have and where you came from? Have I ever asked how much money you have in your pocket bila nak keluar? Pernah aku memilih bila berkawan? Please. I'm sick of people's judgemental being. You know what, judge lah suka hati kau. Blame me for us not being close like we used to be when we started UiTM together. I thought I knew you. Guess I'm wrong. Now you know how sick I am of people like you, N.
P.S: Nadira, Hazim, Firdhaus, Ili, Add, D, Bha, Ara, Anis, Hany & others you know who you are. You know me better than to think about me this way right? It only matters to me of what you people close to my heart thinks. Screw them damn humans. I don't have to explain to them. I love you people. Sincerely.