20081211

Run Me Down With a Truck Would You?

I guess I'm sick of it. Sick of people thinking that I can't survive on my own. Sick of people thinking that I can't do anything on my own. Sick of people thinking that I only have my parents's money to survive on. Sick of people judging me on how I live my life. Sick of people thinking thinking that I gain money easily. Sick of people thinking that I can't work to support my life. Sick of people thinking that I have everything easily handed to me. Sick of people thinking that I'm some kind of bimbo that doesn't know how to appreciate.

You don't know how it hurts hearing or knowing that they are thinking all this things. Prejudices. Yes. That's what they're called. People think how I act or dress in a certain way means I have to be judged in a certain way. It doesn't mean anything. Hell no it doesn't.

"Alaa. You senang. Mintak Ayah you je."
"You apa tawu. You rich. Tak payah susah-susah."
"You kan kaya. Mestilah pandai."
"Kau petik je jari. Mesti dapat punya."
"Kalau keluar dengan you, mesti pakai duit. I takde duitlah nak keluar dengan you."
"Elehh. Knowing you Anbreen, you mesti senang dapat benda punya."
"Yelah kan, orang macam you mana nak kawan dengan I."
"You ni, high standard sangat."

Pernah ke I ask you people to act in a certain way around me? Have I ever asked you people to spend any amount of money whenever you're around me? Have I ever judged you based on what you have and where you came from? Have I ever asked how much money you have in your pocket bila nak keluar? Pernah aku memilih bila berkawan? Please. I'm sick of people's judgemental being. You know what, judge lah suka hati kau. Blame me for us not being close like we used to be when we started UiTM together. I thought I knew you. Guess I'm wrong. Now you know how sick I am of people like you, N.

P.S: Nadira, Hazim, Firdhaus, Ili, Add, D, Bha, Ara, Anis, Hany & others you know who you are. You know me better than to think about me this way right? It only matters to me of what you people close to my heart thinks. Screw them damn humans. I don't have to explain to them. I love you people. Sincerely.

9 comments:

psychokiddo said...

erk. no no. i love you for who u are. screw them people tooo. u're just lucky to have ayah and famly like u do now. that doesnt mean money is everything. diorang je judge suke suki. i get that sometimes. ngeh. I LOVE YOU ANBREEN, JOM KELUA LA, msge i tak reply. grr. rogol karang.

adlynndiyana. said...

ive never really thought of you that way
though i sometimes consider you just a little bit luckier than some others
but then that's it
ann, i love you
ann's money, i don't care
ngeh
it doesn't matter to me pun if you're a millionaire's daughter or you're penniless
you're still my anbreen that i love :)

Anbreen,Aziz said...

it just hurts you know that a lot of ppl say and think this things about me. well, doesnt matter. all that matters is that the ppl i love doesnt care about what i have and do. I LOVE YOU.

Diana Ibrahim said...

pegi mati suma tu.
(alamak!!! the dark side of diana ibrahim da keluar!)

heeeeeeeee tunjuk ajar sifu anbin!
anbreen, saya sayang kamuu.
saya nak pegi makan chicken wings dgn kamu.
and terbang without wings with you!

pedulikan mereka.
mereka itu tidak boleh guna akalnya utk berfikir.
mari berangan okay.
remember, kyle u lebih bermakna difikirkan dari fikir2 kata kata mereka yg tak berapa nak suci itu.
muehehehe vavai anbreen aziz.
you know you love me,
xoxo ;D

Diana Ibrahim said...

eh silap.
pedulikan mereka as in PEDULIK'KAN MEREKA! (my style of pronouncing it),

PEDULIK'KAN = jgn hiraukan / jgn pedulikan

haha okay la, class bm cabok pulak kat sini :P
tata titi tutuuu

Anbreen,Aziz said...

i love you diana ibrahim!!!! syang i kat you still, tak bermakna i dengan rela nya akan memberi peluang kat u untuk rampas ed westwick and robert dari i. heheheeheheh. mwa mwa. i know you know that i love you bebeh. screw them all.

Diana Ibrahim said...

KAHKAHKAH pasal 2 eko tuh.
kita mmg akan bergado tarik rambut tudung selamanyeh!

gahahaha! yesh yeshhh!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
I DA GILAAAAA
(sebenarnya tgh angan2 twilight nih)
cisss! dah dahhhhhhh!
kamis pretty please cepat dtg!

adlynndiyana. said...

omg
you two twilight maniac addict
da da da
ili, jum
hahahah
adoi :p

hanyellis said...

ler.berkomen di sini?
ok ok ili sayang mane u? rinduu!
addlyn sayang mane u? rindu!!
diana sayang mane u? rindu.
annbreennn darling mane u?
rinduuu!!!
mane semua orang??? rinduu!!!

ala pegi mati la same manusia manusia yang pk BAGUS! dorang tu OB je lebey ekh?
ok ann? smack your ass.dalam bahasa melau(sep bontot la weyy)